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I wrote this a few days ago but never published the post...

I have to many emotions right now
I haven't had a good nights sleep in 2 wks
I'm a light sleeper as it is, just now I have anything and everything running through my mind
I am not a fan of naps, but everyday for the past week I've gone home after work and taken a nap.
Yesterday I fell asleep at 7:30pm and slept all night until 6am this morning.
I so needed that.
I'm not sure where life's going to take us but I'm excited and ready for the challenge.
Kevin and I have been through this before and lived through it, so I know we'll be fine.

Until today, Friday I look in my bank account and there's no unemployment money :(
We have a tiny little bit saved that we can use for bills right now until it hits our account but not sure how long we can survive
Thankfully it's the weekend and I have a lot to look forward too.

Happy Friday!

This roller coaster of a ride called Life...

I just don't even know where to begin.
Last week I was super excited that Kevin and I booked a trip for our anniversary next year.
Then Friday rolls around and BAM....Kevin gets fired.
It's partially his own fault, which he is taking full responsibility for but it's devastating.
Don't even know if he can collect unemployment (we applied for it on Monday, just waiting)
Not sure how were going to pay our bills :( My check won't cover everything.
And to top it off I'm really, really slow in my photography that I'm thinking about pulling the plug entirely.
I am just stuck in the midle and have nowhere to turn.
I don't like to talk to people face to face. Well to talk in general I don't like.
So I keep everything inside until one day I just blow up and let it all out.
I know I need to stop doing that I just don't know how.
I need help...