Wednesday, September 8, 2010

This roller coaster of a ride called Life...

I just don't even know where to begin.
Last week I was super excited that Kevin and I booked a trip for our anniversary next year.
Then Friday rolls around and BAM....Kevin gets fired.
It's partially his own fault, which he is taking full responsibility for but it's devastating.
Don't even know if he can collect unemployment (we applied for it on Monday, just waiting)
Not sure how were going to pay our bills :( My check won't cover everything.
And to top it off I'm really, really slow in my photography that I'm thinking about pulling the plug entirely.
I am just stuck in the midle and have nowhere to turn.
I don't like to talk to people face to face. Well to talk in general I don't like.
So I keep everything inside until one day I just blow up and let it all out.
I know I need to stop doing that I just don't know how.
I need help...

1 comments:

Christy said...

Oh Erica, what a time. I so wish I lived closer so I could bring lunch and coffee over and pray over you. Do you know the pastor of the church you guys had been going to? Could you call and go over one day and ask them to pray and council you guys? This morning during the girls and my bible study we read about Naomi and how she lost her husband and her two sons. How she was grieving and down and out. God provided for her in the fact that her daughter in law Ruth walked with her and followed her back to her home land. You shouldn't and don't have to walk through this hard time alone. Seek out Godly council. Email me if you want to chat.