L.O.V.E.

I've been feeling a lot of emotions lately.
But with Halloween right around the corner I was getting anxious. I love Halloween.
I have always loved Halloween growing up because that meant my birthday was next
I love celebrating birthdays, whether its mine or Kevin's or someone in my family.
So of course like every year we start celebrating a few weeks early up until the day.
We went out a couple weekends ago with Kevin's family and we had a great time. The next day though not so great.
Then on Halloween night my mother in law made dinner and we had ice cream cake and the kiddos went off trick or treating while we stayed behind and passed out candy.
And let me tell you trick or treating in Michigan is colddd....normally it rains on Halloween night but this year it was just darn right cold.
Then on my birthday Monday Nov 1st I turned 29. Holy cow!
I know 29 isn't old but I'm going to be 30 next year.
And then you go through the "my life isn't what I thought it would be when I'm this age" sort of phase.
Yup, that's what I'm going through right now.
I knew I would be married at 29 but I also thought I would have 2-3 kids by now and have a successful career and so on.
But after taking a step back, I love my life and wouldn't have it any other way.
I have an amazing husband who loves me for me and will do anything for me.
And whether we have kids or not is not a big deal to him.
So on my birthday he took me to dinner and off to the mall :)
But I was sad at the end of the night when I couldn't find 1 thing to buy. That is so unlike me.
So last night I went out shopping with a girlfriend and ended up spending $150. So now I'm a happy girl!
I love celebrating birthdays!