I have been in my own lil world lately
I have been busy with school and work then coming home and cooking dinner, cleaning up, laundry, getting my lunch ready for the next day, I'm working out on a daily basis....whew...
I never get a break...rarely.
Hubby is going on his 3rd week off of work and unemployment is of no help. They've been screwing us around left and right, so needless to say we've been living off my income and that...not so fun.
I have been on my diet 8 weeks and have lost 11 lbs :) yay me. I just started measuring so not sure about my measurements but I've lost a ton. I hate posting pictures of myself but I just wanted to show my accomplishments so far and I'm really proud of myself.
I've been watching what I've been eating...no fast food, no soda, no junk food (well every once in a while) my #1 issue is I don't deprive myself of my favorite things. If I want something that bad I will have a bite and give the rest to hubby and I'm good. I still have a long way to go...30 lbs to be exact but I'm finally on the right track.
I will be done with my first semester in 4 weeks, I get 2 weeks off then back at it again for another 10 weeks. Thus far I am getting a B+ in both my math and english class. And I hope to keep it the same or raise them by the end of the semester.
I will be going to my doctor this week to hopefully get this process moving to help me conceive. This past week I found out two old friends of mine are both pregnant. One is married and the other single. I am so happy for them but so heartbroken and upset. I literally know of 6 ppl having babies this year and its disappointing. I am such an emotional wreck as it is and hearing that news didn't help any. My heart hurts very much and it feels like I have no one to turn to.
I have an hour to do homework and my week is so busy this week so off to homework land I go and have a great week friends :)
1 comments:
Oh man girl, I feel your heartache in regards to the baby blues. It's so hard to feel like you have no one to talk to. I felt the same way when we were going through all that. I was trying to think of things you could do for support. Maybe you could go on line to Bethany adoption services. That is where we adopted our girls from but they are NOT just an adoption agency they support women in all areas of infertility etc. I know they have one out your way. Or go on line and find a group of women that can support you. Its OK to ask for help friend. You need emotional support as you go down this road. Dont let it build up; trust me that route ends badly. Oh and by the way, you look AMAZING! Keep up the good job. Although I think 30 more sounds high. :)
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