I've had a lot on my mind lately....
I'm currently going to school for business management but working for my current company I've decided I don't want to work in an office environment anymore, I want to get out there and help people and be moving non stop and constantly be busy. So after some careful consideration I've decided to change my major. I'm going tomorrow to talk to a counselor about this program I'm interested in. There's a few stipilations though. 1. you need a 3.6 gpa to get into program. ok I have a 3.65 now so if I hold strong and keep at it I'm sure I'll do fine. 2. there's a 2-3 yr waiting list to get into this program. I think I can handle that since I have to take pre-requisites and it might take me that long to finish those. And I will be completely changing careers from business to medical. Then there's that thought in the back of my head saying, your 30 you still have 3-4 yrs of school left by the time your done say you'll be 35. Is that to old to start a new career? Plus I'm trying to get pregnant so if I do get pregnant that might hold me back a while. But I'm not going to stop until I get the career I want!
I've also decided to quit my photography business. My heart is not into it anymore. I used to love doing it and going on photoshoots but now it just seems to take up all my extra time. So therefore I will be selling most of my stuff that I have left and maybe my fancy camera and getting something cheaper. I'm not sure yet. I won't need a fancy camera for just hobby stuff and if I have kids one day I will need something nice for that. Plus during the summer my hubby and I enjoy riding motorycles together and I love to spend all my free time with him. I don't want to spend my free time after work behind the computer for hours on end and then kicking myself in the butt for not spending time with him. My philosophy is you never know what's going to happen tomorrow and I don't want to regret anything. This was a hard decision for me.
Tomorrow is my ultrasound appt to check my follicles and hoping to do my 2nd IUI this weekend! Praying tmrw goes well :)
Thursday, February 2, 2012
So much on my mind
Posted by Erica Young at 10:57 AM
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2 comments:
good luck with everything!!
Wow! You have a lot on your plate. I know it's not my place to give advice and well you didn't ask me.....but just something to chew on maybe; when my husband and I were going through fertility treatments something our pastor and dear friend told us in counseling was to not make to many big decisions that are life altering during the process of trying to get pregnant. You just have so much going on in your heart and mind and let's face it when we as women want a baby there is nothing rational about our way of thinking. Ha! So just pray, take your time, seek wise council in the things you have going on. :) Just a thought from someone who has walked in your shoes. :)
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