7 Weeks...

My baby girl got her 2 mth shots today
I thought I could handle it when I made the appt but when they drew her blood and took out her stitches a few weeks ago I was terrified and cried and hated seeing her crying like that
So I asked Kevin to go with me today, they had her stand by her head to help hold her down so she wouldn't throw a tantrum, I'm glad he was with me
She now weighs 9lb 4oz and is still very tiny
When I change her diaper on the changing table she loves to stare up at the wall and just smile at it. I know her grandmas are there talking to her and I love it. We always say good morning and good night to them.
She is now smiling and somewhat laughing. I love her little smiles, it's so cute.
She loves to watch tv, so we put her in the bassinet in front of the tv and she will watch it for hours
This is my last week with her before I go back to work next week
I am so sad but glad to be going back to work at the same time
I hate the fact that I'm paying someone else to take care of my daughter and raise her, when I should be doing it
I can't afford to stay home, really wish I could
Just going to enjoy every single moment I have with her these next few days and everyday after that!