Savannah 5 weeks

My sweet baby girl is 5 weeks old now
She is getting so big and last dr appt weighed 7 lbs 14 oz.
I just love sitting there and staring at her, I can't stop it
I have been with her 24 hours a day since the day she was born minus a few days here and there to run to the grocery store or last weekend I went to bingo with my mom
I love spending time with her but running on a few hours sleep I get irritated
She is still waking up every couple hours during the night but can sleep great during the day, I don't understand, it drives me crazy
I see myself getting irritated and getting mad at her, I can't get mad at her
I need to calm myself down before I get angry and take it out on her
I'm hoping to get her on a schedule before I go back to work in 2.5 weeks

I don't like it when people give me advice when I don't ask for it
When they sit there and tell me things and I know their only trying to help but I don't care
I'm one of those people that learn from their own mistakes so let me learn myself
The best is when people give me advice and they don't even have kids
Before I got pregnant I told myself that I will never complain about anything during my pregnancy and after the baby is born
I will take everything with a grain of salt and enjoy every single moment of it
I have waited so long to be able to experience this and I'm going to enjoy it
Women who get pregnant with no problems have no idea what us women who have problems getting pregnant go through
We long for this and will love our children even more than anyone who has no problems
I write this as I watch my baby girl swinging in her swing and I sit here and wonder what she's going to be like when she grows up
What is her voice going to sound like when she starts talking?
What kind of sassy attitude is she going to have? Cuz we all know coming from me she's going to be sassy :)